In the late hours, I thought I was going to have the worst breakdown. Thoughts from past trauma creeped in and I was being attacked by negativity. My heart started racing as if it would jump out my body. I felt myself losing it. I reached out to past encounters with a random message about feeling unsafe. Then, I received a text of prayer randomly. God reminded me through this moment He sees me, He hears me, He is healing me, I am not alone. I have to still hold on. It was this reminder that brought sense of security back to me. His love never ceases or fail. He amazes me that He communicated to me through a text message. Don’t give up whoever you are. Don’t let go. Don’t think you won’t get through this time in your life. Know that your healing is still taking place. Healing process doesn’t mean overnight or over years your past trauma will disappear immediately; eventually, it won’t overtake you. It means if you make it through the process you will see the end results. Healing will mend the wounds and those thoughts won’t hold you anymore. Stay encouraged and pushing forward. Someone is counting on you.