I been here over a year and I haven’t felt safe. I been waiting to trust and I haven’t been able to trust. I opened up to only be betrayed. I let my guard down and it only landed me here. My mind is deeply disturbed and my body can’t rest. My stomach is sick. Where then when you feel uncomfortable and broken? Who to when you walk amongst the enemies? There’s no place to feel safe anymore and that’s a hard place to be.