I’m still hurting while I’m healing. I’m still healing although I’m still hurting. My heart is beating faster than usual because there’s so much emotion going through the veins. I’m still working my way to healing and it has been really difficult. I’m still crawling instead of walking. I’m not sure how to express myself in communication right now. Hurt doesn’t mean I won’t heal. Healing doesn’t mean I want hurt. There’s a lot to each process. Everyone’s process and experience is different. Yet through my hurting I still seek to be understood. Through my silence, I still wish to be heard and seen. Behind my smile, I still want someone to see my heart and pain. Yet, understand I’m healing.