Category: Uncategorized

I let go God of everything I once knew. I release my heart to you. I open up to love you send my way and give me. There’s freedom in your love. All I wish is to be loved. Love ME. Everything is changing now. Yet, you, Lord, are forever. Thank you Lord

Nope, I am releasing everything I cannot control. I cannot control everything. It’s so many thoughts on how much can be released and let go of because control can bring unnecessary stress and introduce you to new stressors. Is it worth your sleep? Is it worth your health? Is it worth your relationship? Is it worth your potential to positively impact others? Is it worth it? Control, oh no. What are you holding on to that you need to release? What areas are you holding on to a rope of control and causing a lot of internal tension? This night life has taught me to let go and release what I have a hold on in order to find ease and gain fresh new view on matters. Let go of the rope of control.

When life throws a lot at you all at once, you have to find a way to juggle. Juggling many tasks at hand can be stressful, but I encourage you to find calming, and relaxing techniques before you begin tackling each task. Tonight I will do some home exercise since I miss n time at the gym before I begin prioritizing and focusing on the different matters at hand. I mean let’s be real financial matters on top of other areas of your life is already a sound of stress lol. However, breathe before you begin to focus 🧘🏾‍♀️. Prepare you some tea, coffee, water or whatever your mojo juice may be to relax you as you tackle each matter. Remember everything may not be completed in one sitting or one day; therefore, tend to what you can in each area. Don’t over do it. Better to give some progress to each then to feel you only gave to one area and have so many more. Juggle with calming techniques.

I never wanted to lose the good parts of life I knew walking alongside you but tonight I reconnected with your words and advice. Your words lit a smile within as I listen to the concert of country artist Kip Moore. It was the joy of the evening realizing alone in a crowd as others had someone to share memories with, your words to be present in the moment came to me. I smiled and was reconnected to the part of you I want to always hold on to. Though our paths crossed temporarily, it taught me some of the greatest part of life to be present and sit in the moment and embrace it all. Tonight I did just that. One may have been in the thoughts of sadness for being alone but not I tonight I was grateful for the words which reconnected me to what you inspired in me. Thanks for being such inspiration and greatest part of my journey.

****wait, Lifing is not a word but it’s my description of where I am right now****

Lifing is defined for me as challenges in every area: mental, emotional, physical, and spiritual disruption all at once…. When I say life has been Lifing for me, it’s real y’all. It has felt like a world wind. 🌬️ I haven’t had the words to describe or express myself. I have been feeling as if something has jumped the fence in my life and triggered every area of my life I encourage others to protect. So today I share this truth with you to help someone out there by saying you can be inspired again. You can make it. I felt like everything has been going wrong and chaotic. Tonight someone asked me a question that brought an inspiration I needed. It was in this moment I was inspired to share my current life experiences. Instead of having the words to describe my state of being, I decided to share with you sometimes you don’t have the words, the hope, the inspiration, the energy, the positive perspective and that is all okay. Life changes and it will get better. I have spent days with clothes on the floor and it’s reflected how I been feeling. Yet, a conversation tonight after all these days of being in a slump, I found the inspiration to write to you. I realize others need to know it’s not easy but someone is able to relate and understand you. We can’t compare or challenges but we can encourage, inspire, motivate, pray for, and support one another. Maybe we find inspiration from a walk, a show, a podcast, a conversation, etc. no matter where you are and how dark, difficult, or challenging it is right now, I believe and pray for you that you hold on for the change to come.